I am not scared or worried and I am honestly excited for the ride ahead.
This was a line I wrote in one of my lasts posts. I'm not scared. I'm terrified. This has been one of the most emotional week of my life. I have officially been in Texas for a week and have finished my first week of work.
Its starting to sink in. This HUGE decision is starting to sink in. I found myself Monday night in my empty apartment sobbing because I am here all by myself. And I know it sounds exactly like a pity party. And it was. The reality that I am 1700 miles from those that I love dearly stings a lot. But at the same time I know that this exactly where I am supposed to be.
I know this will pass. It won't be like this forever. I will meet new people and I will make friends and I won't always feel like just another person in the sea. God is in control and I have to stop worrying about the unknown. All I know is today.
I am so very grateful that the Stegall's are close by and I get the chance to hang out with them. Its a glimpse and reminder of home.
So excited to head back to the church I found last Sunday called The Bridge and get to know some people there.
I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend.
Love,
Marge
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